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Saturday, March 26, 2011 | 3:43 AM | 0 comments
Basically nearly every day there is some sort od pain in my stomach.. and sometimes in my chest. I don't really understand it anymore.. it's like this feeling of loneliness and emptiness that won't go away. It's always there sometimes it's just faint and sometimes I get really bad stomach pains... but it's nearly always there. When I tell my mum that I have stomach pains she just tells me to lay down and stuff.... she doesn't really think anything of it so I just go back to suffering in silence.. Sometimes I just feel lonely.. even when I'm with people because I just feels like I'm in a whole different place to them. I can't explain any of that to anyone.. I don't think they would understand it and I don't want pity.I just want it all to stop. I just have to keep it all deep inside me so I just put on a fake smile and pretend everything is fine. I hate doing it... but I have to :) |